I'm falling into the same abyss of restlessness from work again. And once again it seems awfully deep and dark...
I've taken the plunge to try my hand at the same role but different environment and platform. Sadly, it doesn't seem to work to make me feel happy and contended with my work life. Month on month is the call and push for numbers. Only this time round, the products are worse than previous calls. I really think i'm giving up at this game already. With my personality and character, i can never achieve great heights at this role because i can never bring myself to push my clients for what the company wants. And because there is not enough monetary benefits for me to convince myself...the dark side beckons...again...
I dread myself sounding like a broken record. Its the same old shit and i still can't accept it. And so the dreadful music keeps playing on. On and on until the people around me gets tired and irritated by it...on and on until it affects my mood excessively...on and on until i start to unplug it...on and on it goes... ... ...
Find me the plug will ya?... ... ...
posted by ade @ 4:53 PM
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